They say life is a CHOICE. You choose whatever path you may go or whatever decision you decide. Just like me, I’ve been choosing in my whole life.
I choose to be a wife and mother for almost 16 years. It’s not the best, sometimes I have regrets. But when I saw the happy face of my husband and kids all the regrets seem to disappear.
I choose to be a writer for 6 years and declined good company with great pay. They say that writers are underpaid. Yes, that’s true, but happiness and contentment that I feel when I’ve done writing a story are priceless.I choose not to speak when someone rants and put me down. Sometimes silence is best, let them put me down or insult me because I know in every coin there are always two sides that complete’ one story. Explaining is irrelevant. Let those people talk behind your back and always go forward. Life is not backward.
I know some of my choices may hurt someone and I felt sorry for that. It may be not the best choice but for me, it’s the best.
Now another journey and path I need to choose. Choosing to leave my friends and job just to be with my family is not really a great one. Living in a place that is totally new! Yes, these maybe sound a good opportunity to us but I have a heavy heart giving up everything. But I need to do so for my kids that are growing up and give them the opportunity that they deserve.
There are so many ways to choose in this world. Sometimes choices involve laying down your life for something bigger than yourself, or for someone else. Sometimes it involves giving up everything you have ever known, or everyone you have ever loved, for the sake of something greater. But sometimes it doesn’t.
I will be still choosing until my last breath and I just hope all my choices will be the right one. I just hope that in coming days, months or years, all my followers are still here walking with me on my next journey!